Demons

When all falls apart,
Where do i go now?
The demons of this world have stripped me of all I knew,
And now I don't know where to go.
Someone told me to go away,
And I almost listened to them.
Someone told me to die,
And I almost followed their instruction.
I took those pills,
They took away that crimson blade.
But then I fell down again,
Farther than painkillers could reach.
I took the blade,
And carved his name,
Deep into my skin.
I lost my sanity once again,
And fell into the dirt.
I thought someone would be there to catch me,
But no one even cared.
I find that the ones who truly care,
Live so far away.
By the time it's all over,
They are there to comfort me.
So exactly where am I gonna go now?
Cuz the demons took everyone away.
I've been blessed with this pain and suffering,
And now I've got these demons to prove it.
The scars remain on my arm,
And the blood remains in my veins.
The emotions still flow through my body,
As it gets as weak as my soul.
Once again,
Thank the demons.
As I lay here to die again,
Forget all I said and did.
Just remember the demons that did this.